exactly the same as yesterday

thursday;1250 am uk timehow about another unhappy person leaving work,eyy!but this time it really hurts me so badly because this person is my strength at work.he's again one of the porters but have a special place in my heart. since my father died i felt he reincarnated to this man(just a silly thought) bec i'v always felt my father have been watching me through him.i know he wasn't happy with all the changes that is happening now  in our  department.he's been open about it but i was so busy with my own personal dealings that i knew one time i ignored him and i feel guilty now. i couldn't hide my tears when he approached me to say that he wanted to tell me about it first personally and he doesn't want it coming from others.i couldn't say anything.and i feel like grieving again.i haven't spoken to him about it yet why he's deciding to leave.but i will eventually... not to change his mind but to understand him.i now feel like leaving work too! bec those people i love at work are now leaving.and funny enough what's keeping most on my job are the people i love to work with.because of them i forget how bad our situation is at work.