Ex best friend

I'm very upset right now. How can people that you were so close to suddenly not care and blame you for everything? That person was like family to me and now the person wouldn't care if I died. How can people's feelings towards a person change so drastically and without reason?.... I just want my old best friend back.. I feel like maybe it WOULD be better if I died and left everyone alone since according to that person I'm fake, hurtful, and a nasty word... Too bad I promised my only friend left that I wouldn't do anything too bad....ugh...

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kandeekandy733
kandeekandy733

I have felt the same way as you, I understand, but from my experience it gets better even when your at your worst, I am thinking of you and I have hope for you, remember you are strong
kailajo318
kailajo318

Thank you so much. I really appreciate it. It just hurts because I know what she\'s mad at me for is stupid and I didn\'t do anything wrong. But she tells the world that I\'m the bad guy...
kailajo318
kailajo318

Her and I finally finished our fight last week and we aren\'t friends anymore sadly. She crossed the line by putting all of the blame on me and calling me \"a worthless piece of shit\" it hurts that we\'re apart now and I\'m kind of worried about how she\'s doing, but I know she\'s not a true friend if she could easily say that when she knows about how I feel about myself. I\'ll hopefully make some new and better friends though :) she never cared about our friendship and I know that she never will again