Everywhere

I see people in love everywhere. I see it on TV, in the outside world, everywhere.  Almost everytime I go out in public, I see a couple holding hands, being romatic, or just sitting out and sunbathing.  Sometimes it makes me so depressed, because I think to myself "That could be me." But it's not, it has never been, and I have no idea when it will be.  I deeply want to have a girlfriend, not just to have sex with, but to love otherwise.  I want to hold her hand, pull her in tight to my body and put my arms around her, ask her how her day was.  I just need someone to share the rest of my life with.