Everytime I breathe

I finally downloaded the song everytime I  breathe by Big daddy weave, it is the best christian song! It really ministered to my spirit today.  I was quite proud at the fact that I decided to put stressing about a baby at the back burner.  After my husband and I's drama I have to focus on me and him.  I did my OPK kit and we did the BD, but I am not stressing about it! Once the deed has been done, then thats it! I refuse to dwell, I have to get myself together emotionally and physically.  I plan to have a summer of self discovery with focus on self physically, emotionally, and spiritually.  I plan on uncovering why I fear certain things and tackle them head on. I plan on really trying to know God in a different way.  I realize that I cant change him, I can only change me.  I want to focus on my happiness and what I do have like,  1. A place to live  2. A job in which my superiors think very highly of my ability as a teacher  3.A husband who wants to change for me and loves me a lot  4. A car even though its acting up!  5. GODS FAVOR WITH PEOPLE!!!  6.  A summer job!!  7. An opportunity to really rest and seek God.  8. To begin my self discovery, to know me!!  9.  My family!! They are all well, and healthy!  10.  My wonderful students!!  11. The fact that god has blessed me with extra finances with our rebate check!! I need to focus on what I have NOT what I don't!!