EVERYTHING THAT'S OLD IS NEW AGAIN

I have been keeping journals for over 30 years and I thought I would share some with you. I have never shown these to anyone hopefully they can help some girl realize what's she's gotten into and my entries could spare her some pain.

I'm 50 years old with tons of knowledge on living with an AH and at first, we take it all in like it is something WE are doing. Then in the morning, when they have no idea what they said or did allows them live life with no cares. WE are the only ones who see the real them, the only ones to get yelled and treated like shit, we are lone witnesses to what is a major crime. So I will post some of them here and there, dated of course. 

BEWARE: I VERY ANGRY ABOUT HIS BEHAVIOR AND HAVE BEEN SINCE 1986 SO IF YOU DON'T LIKE CUSS WORDS, PLEASE DO NOT READ.