Everything is just beautiful :)

hehe and nooo its not just beautiful cause everything is going great, but things and the world and people.....there is just so much beauty in our lives, circumstances and bumps in the road often make us miss that, appreciate it, respect it and comfort it....Love is one of them :) Its beautiful:) if your mom saying she loves you or you saying it to her  or anybody else, even the person you dislike the most....Its beautiful :)
Hi there :)
 
Sooo yeap i have written a while ago :) I guess this is a good sighn cause i have nooo more bottled feelings :)right ? hehe. Work has been hectic and busy, but im finally going on leave next week :) YES! a whooole week :) Spending some time with a kiwi :) Someone i have really grown to love and who i find absolutley beautiful:) His heart, his mind, himself and his love :) The passion he has for friends and family and time and life :)i think that is definitley a attractive feauture of anybody :)Soooo attractive that you just wish that person sooo much happiness:)
I do love you angel :)
People, i have grown so much this past 3 months of my life. And looking back, it is a decision you have to make first. Are you dumping that sadness, crappy part , are you trying to feed it, making something positve out of it? what are YOOOooOOoou doing?yes, having someone that u like can make it real easy and i think sometimes hard, i think, but its like a card game..you have to play with what you have in your hand and make it work, and this card game will never end :) its like this interesting story i red ....
AMAZINGGod never lies! A king who did not believe in the goodness of God, had a slave who, in all circumstances, said: My king, do not be discouraged, because everything God does is perfect, no mistakes! One day they went hunting and along the way a wild animal attacked the king. His slave managed to kill the animal, but could not prevent his majesty losing a finger. Furious and without showing his gratitude for being saved, the nobleman said "Is God good? If He was good, I would not have been attacked and lost my finger." The slave replied only "My king, despite all these things, I can only tell you that God is good, and he knows the "why" of all these things.What God does is perfect. He is never wrong!" Outraged by the response, the king ordered the arrest of his slave. Later, he left for another hunt and was captured by savages who made human sacrifices.  On the altar, ready to sacrifice the noble, a savage had found that the victim had not one of his fingers, and therefore was released. According to them: it was not so complete to be offered to the gods. Upon his return to the palace, he authorized the release of his slave that he received very affectionately.   ' God was really good for me! I was almost killed by the wild men, but for lack of a single finger, I was let go! But I have a question: If God is so good, why did he allow me to put you in jail? ' - My King, if I had gone with you on this hunt, I would have been sacrificed for you, because I have no missing finger. Therefore, remember: everything God does is perfect. HE is never wrong . Often we complain about life and things that happen to us apparentlynegative, forgetting that nothing is random and that everything has a purpose.  Every morning, offer your day to God. Ask God to inspire your thoughts, guide your actions, and ease your feelings. And do not be afraid. God is never wrong
you know...it kinda feels im going through a transition period with Chris...yes, he was a wonderful person despite his bad habits and we had everything we needed and we were secure and blah blah blah.... but this morning when i saw him sleeping next to another girl, my heart just stoped for a while and i felt this bezoweeee feeling >>>No anger, noo regret, noo sadnes...but happy for him :) Do you know how great that felt?i have prepared my mind for that day :) Prepared :) this is a new world for me as i know many other peopl like me....but i have noo fear :) Noo more :) I have this great guy coming down to meet me and my daughter and i just think its going to be great really really :)
Im just glowing again :) and you know, its my choice :) It is my choice :) You just have to trust yourself when saying that :)be beautiful people and see the beauty :)
 
Love
 
Chrissi