Everyday I'm getting weaker.
Maybe I am just a dreamer, I had a feeling like I needed her so bad. Well now that I know that she will never be in my arms again I have to start all over again. I thought that women was a keeper everything we did and all those fun times...damn it feels so good to think back on them, but once I realize that it's all over the happiness ends and I am stuck with empty feelings and a broken heart. When your lonely things seem so long for like eternity. Everyday I'm getting weaker but I will keep fighting until I am no longer lonely. I'm just sitting back wondering if I will ever love again, hoping a girl will just give me a moment of her time, but I was never one to approach women and ask them things, I am so shy maybe thats the reason why I am not having success, but there is nothing I can do. This is how I am the very quiet and stand-offish type. I feel like I am lacking confidence, but how can I be confident when I have been rejected my whole life, I lost all my relationships that I cherished so very much because I was into drugs I wish I could re-do my high school life there would be a different ending to it all I wouldn't be a loser trying to be cool and get into drugs just to fit in, who knows I can what if all day long in the long run this is the hand I was delt with so I just have to keepon playing. I should focus my mindset on being happy and just thinking positive about my future even though it looks so gloom.
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I just read this and i\'ve been exactly where you are about twice. and it\'s just awful. And the part where you wonder if you\'ll ever be able to love again, you soooo will. I promise. and people might already say that to you, and you might be like HOW?? cause thats how i was (: and it reallllllly is that time will heal youu tyler, i promiseeee. In two weeks, you might not feel different. But in two months you will. And two more months, and two more after that (: and you\'ll always probably love her and have her in your heart, but you willl make it! Cause i did... and im still trying, but with other things obvviously. And I still don\'t know if i could handle heartbreak for a 3rd time... i might just lose it thenn...! :p but i totally agree on the part about being happy and positive thinking and stuff, i just am starting to accept stuff, and i know life will get better once im gone. sometimes, we just have to get away (mentally or physically) to save ourselves.. :)