Everyday

Everyday my life is a battle with him. Each day he tells me how much I suck at being a mother and how he wishes I would just die. I start questioning my ability as a mother beliving what he says it true but deep down I know Im not . Each day Im called names and made of . I work my ass offf to make sure my kids have everything they need in life as he sits home and does not work. God only knows what he does during the day. Im not sure how much I can endure anymore. The pain is becoming to much for me to handle. Verbal abuse I belive really never heals.