every 2 1/2 years somone in our branch dies//vouchers
every 2 1/2 years someone dies in our branch. jm called to say he is getting a stent put into his chest for his heart/blood pressure AND has been diagnosed with lung cancer. here we go again and also omg! hard to believe people adapt to this half of life. I go into shock every time.
so this is how this goes, i feel okay most of the day and then by evening my glands hurt. i've always been prone to swollen glands (its a sign of being poisoned as well and lets be honest, pesticides INSIDE our food IS poisoning, plus whatever else is out there). its a sign of your body trying to fight off infection, but its also a sign of infection.
plus kv said the asshole was calling and by here again and WHY? that is what i don't get with thugs, why in the world do they stalk their victim for DECADES. talk about weird.
woken up by the foreign asshole again. when camping out on the deck the other night you could hear high heels. i bet it was the tramp. this is going on for over 18 months, the whole thing is ridiculous, would love to have a full night's SLEEP! w says that b won't talk to him anymore. she says he was always prone to his stories, way before he got old - like 15 acres becomes 25 acres and then with research it ends up being zero acres etc., and same with people. he says, they only moved to the house on the corner ten years ago. haven't looked that up yet. why does EVERY area have soap operas. some weirdo who used to work at the clerk's office briefly, he says, was requesting rentals, he says she sues every person she rents from and goes after them with code enforcement so no one will rent to them. he also says that her husband/boyfriend is on disability and they live on that and that he is retarded or something, that they poison animals and act like they like them but its alllll lies. she is the same one who goes to the priest all the time for vouchers for use at their thrift store, they don't like her over there either and its a church! teresa keeps saying to her, you already cashed in one of these, this is the last one and then she goes to the office all pissy that they gave them another voucher... more soap operas, especially since she doesn't need it at all and then the priest comes over and tries to explain that the vouchers are for people in need. and she says she is in need, always with her hand out. so many people are strange. he was really pissed that they stopped by at all. it was creepy. lots of creepy stuff lately, never knew that because i'm never around.
so this is how this goes, i feel okay most of the day and then by evening my glands hurt. i've always been prone to swollen glands (its a sign of being poisoned as well and lets be honest, pesticides INSIDE our food IS poisoning, plus whatever else is out there). its a sign of your body trying to fight off infection, but its also a sign of infection.
plus kv said the asshole was calling and by here again and WHY? that is what i don't get with thugs, why in the world do they stalk their victim for DECADES. talk about weird.
woken up by the foreign asshole again. when camping out on the deck the other night you could hear high heels. i bet it was the tramp. this is going on for over 18 months, the whole thing is ridiculous, would love to have a full night's SLEEP! w says that b won't talk to him anymore. she says he was always prone to his stories, way before he got old - like 15 acres becomes 25 acres and then with research it ends up being zero acres etc., and same with people. he says, they only moved to the house on the corner ten years ago. haven't looked that up yet. why does EVERY area have soap operas. some weirdo who used to work at the clerk's office briefly, he says, was requesting rentals, he says she sues every person she rents from and goes after them with code enforcement so no one will rent to them. he also says that her husband/boyfriend is on disability and they live on that and that he is retarded or something, that they poison animals and act like they like them but its alllll lies. she is the same one who goes to the priest all the time for vouchers for use at their thrift store, they don't like her over there either and its a church! teresa keeps saying to her, you already cashed in one of these, this is the last one and then she goes to the office all pissy that they gave them another voucher... more soap operas, especially since she doesn't need it at all and then the priest comes over and tries to explain that the vouchers are for people in need. and she says she is in need, always with her hand out. so many people are strange. he was really pissed that they stopped by at all. it was creepy. lots of creepy stuff lately, never knew that because i'm never around.
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I am so very sorry to hear about your friend jm. I pray that he will be ok. I know how difficult it is to have a very sick friend.
It is very strange how they seem to adapt to it better than we do. I think that they put on a happy face for us.
Sending prayers and good thoughts to you and your friend jm.
thanks carly. rose kennedy said the pain of loss never goes away, a scar tissue forms over the loss so that people can function, but the loss remains.
jm is a work associate. also today, its the 13th now. another work associate says his sister has cancer (irregular cells, they will know for certain on friday), so he needs to take a medical leave if she does have cancer to help her out.
when it rains it pours. also one of the court clerks over here, age 54 just died as well. her husband used to be a city attorney and he died a while ago. kind of in shock. no idea what of and since i forget things all the time, real awkward to ask, since i may have been told all this already. journals are the best for keeping memory in tact. i used to use planners for the same thing.
and the other one was by, more lies, only one is fixed. really need to know if they are keeping or not. her dh says they are fixed. she says no just the one in the bag was fixed. the other was a rip off bill, would love to see it from the vet and what they did so i can add it to our instruction chart. it helps. the animal is allergic to fleas and had mites and also needed a cortizone shot. i bet half of it could be gotten from a catalog. the other i would have done in june if i\'d known it wasn\'t really done. can never figure out is it miscommunication or just crap. her\'s is have to leave for work. or how about getting bit by mosquitos so going in. honesty is such a nice thing. have an appointment also works, its mostly honest because its vague. w says she borrows things and doesn\'t return what she borrows in 24 hours like everyone else does. i should post \"basic training\" maybe everyone doesn\'t learn this?