Ever wonder

Coming home to an empty house, cold and not feeling well.  I wonder how long it would be before anyone missed me or thought to check on me?  There is no one to help with chores or to relieve me of anything.  Neighbors keep to themselves.  Friends are tied up in their own world and family.  My dad is alive, but hie seems thoughtless that I may need anything.  When I do asked I can't trust him to follow through, if he decides he doesn't see the need or don't want to he just doesn't do it.  So basically back to no one.
 
why can't someone make any effort for me?   This world is tough but it so much harder alone.