Even Years Later...
When I'm going out with somebody all I think about is you, and when I'm all alone that's all I wanna do. I miss the smiley faces on my phone, out of town just you & I together all the time we spent together makes it hard. I'm to attached...my heart won't let me fall back. I've got it bad that's what you can call that. You're still running through my mind when I'm knowing that you shouldn't be, and me on your mind? I'm knowing that I could never be. :/ You know what you do to me...you don't even understand. When I hear your name that's the worst for me, I used to love the little names you made up with me. This is to major, messing with my behavior thinking, 'who she with? where she going? am I still on her mind?' It's not stopping & my brains just not stopping. I'm working at it, but it ain't getting no better. She's got some kinda hold or some kinda control of me I don't know what it is, but I've got to get it gone from me :( I wanna stop thinking about it... All my friends telling me, "just let it go man" believe me I'm trying I just don't know how. Is it wrong me for me to feel this way? The way she's been running through my mind all day? I guess she's completely moved on, and I am still tripping over what's behind me like a fool. Cannot believe what it did to me :/ Been trying to get you off my mind, but I can't after all this fucking time & it's killing me! :'(
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Oh, Adam. You are in love, and there is no quick remedy.
Alas,
Your friend,
Jenn G.
It took me YEARS and a lot of hard work to get over my first love. I\'m still working on it to this day and to be honest I don\'t know if I\'ll ever truly be over him...but I am able to be with someone else without thinking of him. Heartbreak is the single worst thing I\'ve ever experienced...I completely understand how you can\'t even put it into words...My ex completely moved on from me too...no drunk texts, no \"I miss yous\" that was all me and he just ignored all of it like I never was a part of his life. Sometimes we have to accept the apologies we never received and find closure in the things that had none.
Hi: I will never get over my first love, but have accepted it, and moved on.
My motto is: If she loves you better than I can love you, run to her. I\'ll step aside. That, for anyone who cares, is from a Bobby Vee tune (1961 or 1965); Run to Him.
Tough, isn\'t it, loving a person enough to let him go.
I have loved that much, I want him happy with the life he chose, I\'m not noble, I\'d grab for him in a moment but life can be cruel and love isn\'t selfish.
*nods*