even more reasons to fight

Okay so I have had my bad days and my good days during this period, and apart from right at the start I've managed to stay relatively positive. Over the weekend my wife and I were away on the continent for a few reasons and over dinner we got to talking to about my current situation. We looked into the dark side and stared it in the face and decided together that we were going to do our utmost to beat it and have no regrets on decisions we make rather if it doesn't work make another decision and move on. The other thing that added to the desire to beat this thing was seeing my niece and how much she enjoyed seeing me, she may never know how much she helped me get through the first battle and just seeing the smile on her face almost made me cry at the thought that I might not see her grow up and even more determined to beat this.