Even If It Kills Me by Motion City Soundtrack

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bk2PKvkCruw
I've got a lot of things to do tonightI'm so sick of making lists of things I'll never finishI've lived here for the last twelve yearsSince early 1995 all my shit has been in boxesBut if I had a little more time to killI'd settle every little stupid thing,Yeah, you'd think that I wouldBut I'm too tired to go to sleep tonightAnd I'm too weak to follow dreams tonightFor the first time in a long time I can say that I want to tryTo get better and overcome each momentIn my own way...I wonder if I'll ever lose my mindI tried hard for a while but then I kind of gave upWinter is a killer when the sun goes down"I'm really not as stubborn as I seem"Said the knuckle to the concreteBut I'm too tired to go to sleep tonightAnd I'm too weak to follow dreams tonightFor the first time in a long time I can say that I want to tryTo get better and overcome each momentIn my own way...I'm not saying that I've given upI'm just trying not to think as much I used to'Cause never is lonely little messed up wordMaybe I'll get it right somedayFor the first time in a long timeI can say that I want to tryI feel helpless for the most part, but I'm learning to open my eyesAnd the sad truth of the matter is I'll never get over it,But I'm gonna tryTo get better and overcome each momentIn my own way...I so want to get back on trackAnd I'll do whatever it takesEven if it kills me... 

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deleted_user
deleted_user

\"I\'m really not as stubborn as I seem\"
Said the knuckle to the concrete - BEST SONG LYRICS EVER

Hey, hope ya had a good Christmas and New Year\'s!!
rainBowsLoveMe
rainBowsLoveMe

I did and then it died. Hope yours went well though.