ETERNAL THANK YOU TO ALL ON THIS SITE WHO WROTE
EVERYBODY ON THIS SITE GETS A FREE PASS TO WHATEVER HEAVEN, FOR WRITING TO ME.
i was only able to check google titles last night----54 year old, gray haired, unshaven, ashen skin, some liver spots, on hud, bum me, fell asleep crying last night...christ!
i've got a few more lower depths of hell to descend to, for whatever sins i committed like back in 1966 when i used to run up and down the aisles during saturday matinee, throwing snacks at the screen, with owner shoving me down in a seat and standing over me.
There---that's one of the things for me to feel guilty about!
BUT, EVERYBODY WHO WROTE REALLY SAVED ME, FOR A LITTLE WHILE
1. grandfather 10 years before i was born, some months after his retirement, hit by a car. 2. his kid, 2 years later, with last words on police report: "let the s.ob. hit me" 3. other son, months after their mom's death, few years after i was born, found dead under bridge. 4. other son died in norristown hospital for mentally ill 5. my dad in river when he couldn't work any longer.
SO, BIG THANKS TO EVERYBODY WHO WROTE.
i was only able to check google titles last night----54 year old, gray haired, unshaven, ashen skin, some liver spots, on hud, bum me, fell asleep crying last night...christ!
i've got a few more lower depths of hell to descend to, for whatever sins i committed like back in 1966 when i used to run up and down the aisles during saturday matinee, throwing snacks at the screen, with owner shoving me down in a seat and standing over me.
There---that's one of the things for me to feel guilty about!
BUT, EVERYBODY WHO WROTE REALLY SAVED ME, FOR A LITTLE WHILE
1. grandfather 10 years before i was born, some months after his retirement, hit by a car. 2. his kid, 2 years later, with last words on police report: "let the s.ob. hit me" 3. other son, months after their mom's death, few years after i was born, found dead under bridge. 4. other son died in norristown hospital for mentally ill 5. my dad in river when he couldn't work any longer.
SO, BIG THANKS TO EVERYBODY WHO WROTE.
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your welcome
I DIDN\'T GET A CHANCE TO WRITE YOU PERSONALLY....DAMN IT.
you always ruin my personal greetings....!!!
;) ;) :)
sry. Dont know what was going on or what I was supposed to do!
I think you\'ve more than atoned for whatever \"sins\" you may have committed. It\'s not your job to judge that anyway . . . As for you grandfather and his family - wow, what tragedies. But YOU focus on LIVING and GETTING BETTER! We\'re all here for you!
Penn, I found what you meant by \"being dizzy\". Goofball me had to go do some \"investigating\" and found you\'d disclosed the reason here. I\'m slow; but I generally get there, or should I say here, eventually.
Please don\'t beat yourself up anymore about things you did when you were a kid, being a kid. We all do things as a kid, but we learn. We experience and we learn. I think that\'s just part of the \"growing up\" process. Please let this be just another thing to \"let go\" of. That was done in the past.
And as for the other events that happened in your family, dear, you have no control over any of that; didn\'t then, and don\'t now.
Vet feels furkid has the prognoses to be with you longer than you had thought, WOW, This is Great News, and sure to make you feel better on that matter.
Furkid has \"disposition of 3 year old\" diagnoses from vet; WOW, that\'s great! He\'s a senior \"kid\"!
Tomorrow is another day, Penn; it begins fresh and new, and we can begin fresh and new with it. Today may look very bleak; but now tomorrow. . . . . That\'s why I like tomorrow(s).
Hope you feel better tomorrow after some much needed rest.
(((Hugs)))
Thank you, TroJanThunder.
Thank you, CathyTN.
Thank you, Catwoman137
I\'m really into the loonie tunes stratosphere when I write some of this too-true stuff.