Epilouge.

  It has been (just went past another year) eight years since I decided to re-build me.  I am now as completely independant as I can make myself.  I am now comfortable being alone. (at one time a major fear of mine)  I undertook the keeping of myself as a major job.  I cook everything that I eat, eating our very rarely these days.  Drive whenever, whenever I want to go.  I have found that I need a steady routine to help fight off the short term memory problems.  I now eat well, sleep well, am rarely disturb by anything anymore.  I would like to meet my "other" but if that does not happen I am prepared.  Do I miss my old life?  At times I think I do but then again I would never have had the time to sit and reflect on that in the old days!  I hope someone can use what I learned before they find themselves is a similar situation.  Eric