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had a good anniversary with my husband so im thankful for that.  but my friend has been very busy lately i can tell and i miss her so much but other than that things are ok.  hope she has time for me soon again. cuz i miss her!  but had a good day with my husband. can't believe its been 5 years already. and it felt like summer today and im trying so hard to lose weight. its just so hard to do it sometimes but when it feels like summer it makes me want to try harder to lose it. but i just hope that i can do it by the time i go to the beach. i am hoping i can lose at least a few pounds. praying so hard about it and praying that God gives me the will power i need.