enough is enough

well lost another lb from being ill, endo said he wants me to lose 5lbs for the summer and i have lost about 14 lbs since i saw him because of illness i dont know what he will say o that...lol  ok so little boy needs his kidney out for defo this time so waiting fro the date of that,my next appt is on my birthday in 5 days so lets hope thats good news day although i cant see it being. my litttle girl is being checked for aspergers a from of autism and my hubby is having blood tests for blood cancer jak2 mutation. so thinks are so crap its untrue. we have to wait 2-3 weeks fro results and im finding it hard so i dont know how he is coping so well although its hit depressionfor him as the waiting sooo long. now going i cant right much at the mo.