Ending off this year ....
Hi :)
Wow what a year! I feel im standing here, just thinking about 2011 , seeing how full this year was. Sooooo many things happened...sad things, happy things, miracles, blessings, beautiful things, lovely things.....and yet, here i am...with a smile on my face.....i am happy....because i choose to be :)
I am not looking back, but soo excited for the future. It’s hard not looking back sometimes when the past keep nipping you in the butt, cause you know what happened and its a security, where the future feels like the unknown. How can you trust tomorrow you ask? Well, you don’t...you trust yourself, to make the best possible decision for YOU. Find your source of strength. Like your Faith. Do not give up to what love is....
Make sure you have a safety net when trying something daring or different. Make sure you do it out of pure love and respect, and not as a selfish decision. There’s a fine line of creating true happiness, which lasts longer and temporary happiness which dissolves in an instant. They are soooooo visible! People just choose to not see them cause they do try too hard to make everything perfect before being happy!
People, I’m still learning and its ok:)I’m going to see my love this Saturday and i can’t wait! I did not wait till I have a mansion and 6 cars and enough money in the bank before i decided to fly up and see him. nooo....I took my beautiful daughter in consideration first, cause she is my life.....When she was settled, i was at peace :) And i could do this....this is the perfect opportunity to see him :)Soo leaving my country for the first time now to be with my angel very soon for a couple of days! How i wish i could be with him each day. But i am so proud of him and us, concouring distance itself. Love is just too strong....
i do hope each one reading this , can find some kind of hope in being happy. If not, it’s ok. Thanks for reading this far already. hehe! Gotcha!!! lol
but seriously, fellow souls...dont give up that freedom :) you can do this!
Have yourself a merry Christmas now and a blessed new year. Hope you overcome every milestone put in your way. If the world pushes you down on your knees...pray. Smile and stand up :)
lots of love
Chrissi
x
Wow what a year! I feel im standing here, just thinking about 2011 , seeing how full this year was. Sooooo many things happened...sad things, happy things, miracles, blessings, beautiful things, lovely things.....and yet, here i am...with a smile on my face.....i am happy....because i choose to be :)
I am not looking back, but soo excited for the future. It’s hard not looking back sometimes when the past keep nipping you in the butt, cause you know what happened and its a security, where the future feels like the unknown. How can you trust tomorrow you ask? Well, you don’t...you trust yourself, to make the best possible decision for YOU. Find your source of strength. Like your Faith. Do not give up to what love is....
Make sure you have a safety net when trying something daring or different. Make sure you do it out of pure love and respect, and not as a selfish decision. There’s a fine line of creating true happiness, which lasts longer and temporary happiness which dissolves in an instant. They are soooooo visible! People just choose to not see them cause they do try too hard to make everything perfect before being happy!
People, I’m still learning and its ok:)I’m going to see my love this Saturday and i can’t wait! I did not wait till I have a mansion and 6 cars and enough money in the bank before i decided to fly up and see him. nooo....I took my beautiful daughter in consideration first, cause she is my life.....When she was settled, i was at peace :) And i could do this....this is the perfect opportunity to see him :)Soo leaving my country for the first time now to be with my angel very soon for a couple of days! How i wish i could be with him each day. But i am so proud of him and us, concouring distance itself. Love is just too strong....
i do hope each one reading this , can find some kind of hope in being happy. If not, it’s ok. Thanks for reading this far already. hehe! Gotcha!!! lol
but seriously, fellow souls...dont give up that freedom :) you can do this!
Have yourself a merry Christmas now and a blessed new year. Hope you overcome every milestone put in your way. If the world pushes you down on your knees...pray. Smile and stand up :)
lots of love
Chrissi
x
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Very beautiful Chrissi, and I\'m not just saying that because I am your boyfriend. I particularly like the way you mention how people try too hard to make everything perfect before being happy. Be happy first! It isn\'t always easy, but it really is necessary.
I can\'t wait to see you my love and I appreciate you making the trip so we can be together again. :) I, too, am proud of us - and you. It has been a long journey for us both individually, and together - literally, this year.
Love Jeremy xoxo
Very sweet. This is what life is all about. Finding love and finding it within ourselves to accept it for what it can be. It is the most powerful drive in humans and it is what makes us ultimately content and happy.
I wish the very best for both you and Jeremy. May you enjoy the new memories you create for a life time, to help build a stronger tomorrow for both of you.