End of this rocky road
Well, tested this morning and got a BFN I am in shock! I have cried all day tested several times and I just know that it didn't work. i also can't understand how the hell I could have gotten one of my test to say positive with a one dark and one faint line, but all the rest of the same brand are negative WTF?? This is the end of the road for me I have been a member since 08' with the same issue infertility I have to find a way to accept my life without children (YEAH RIGHT). Being pregnant, losing my son at 24 weeks, and then having a failed IVF SUCKS and I can't take anymore. My heart hurts beyond compare as I looked forward to having another chance....Thanks for all your support and prayers, but I have to find a way to end this journey...
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Was this the day u were supposed to test? Or are u supposed to go get your beta done? I\'m sorry, and ill be praying for u!
I forgot to mention I had a negative up until the day before I had my blood drawn, the blood test is more accurate
I agree with smightrad23, a blood test is definitely more accurate. My two positives happened the day of the blood test where as the over the counter tests proved to be negative. Give it a couple days things can be different. On the flip side I know what you are going through. It is difficult each time to think that we are one step closer but then a negative happens. Wait for the blood test! Praying for ya!
Don\'t give up!!! I know several people who have gone through all that you have and then some only to conceive on their own several times. Who knows, it might be too soon to test.
Praying that much babydust will fly your way.
Hugs!!
N.
After six years of countless test, and blocked tubes. It seems so very hard to beleieve that I will get pregnant on my own. Maybe one day I can believe that but not now. Thanks for the encouragment
I agree maybe you tested too early, I would wait for the beta results, don\'t lose hope yet
Praying for you, so sorry you have to go through this aweful trial in life. I just don\'t understand. (((hugs))))
praying for you on this difficult road...
praying for you. sorry for the rough road you have had to travel. God Bless.
Thinking of you. I know, I tried for 4 years, 4 IUI\'s, got pregnant with IVF only to lose my son at 40 weeks. Hang in there, you know you can get pregnant. Hopefully it\'s still early, Hugs, Pamela
Oh, I\'m so sorry! You know you can get pregnant, sometimes it just takes a lot of rolls of the dice to have another good egg pop up. I know that it doesn\'t help at all to know that right now. We are all here for you. Give it a week or two and then decide what you want to do. *hugs*