End of this rocky road

Well, tested this morning and got a BFN I am in shock! I have cried all day tested several times and I just know that it didn't work. i also can't understand how the hell I could have gotten one of my test to say positive with a one dark and one faint line, but all the rest of the same brand are negative WTF?? This is the end of the road for me I have been a member since 08' with the same issue infertility I have to findĀ a way to accept my life without children (YEAH RIGHT). Being pregnant, losing my son at 24 weeks, and then having a failed IVF SUCKS and I can't take anymore. My heart hurts beyond compare as I looked forward to having another chance....Thanks for all your support and prayers, but I have to find a way to end this journey...