End of The Year

2019 is coming to a close; It has been a turbulent year for me. I nearly lost my mind and glad that I didn't fall into the abyss. I was very upset that I am not in my daughter's life and still am. I have realized that I will be in her life and for me to work on myself. I will have a Girlfriend again eventually but I don't want to think about marriage although my sister is pressing me about it. I am not there yet to think about it. I want to date again first. I have faith that 2020 will be a better decade for me. I am also grateful for the support that I am recieving and learning that asking for help doesn't make you a weak person, but a strong person who refuses to put pride in the way when you are at your weakest.

I am looking forward to 2020 and a good Christmas and New Year's. I prefer New Year's Day after the party because it gives time to think about what to look forward to the new year and putting aside the old year. This is my last Journal on Daily Strength for this year and eager for a fresh start in both a New Year and decade. Wishing everyone a Happy Holiday and New Year.