End of Day 2

I feel like I made no progress today. In fact I feel worse. I cant seem to ignore her like everyone tells me I should, and she went to bed tonight saying that she would text me tomorrow. Although this seems like a good thing, part of me thinks its bad. I feel like its just going to make me more attached and then ill be more hurt if she doesn't like me anymore. She seemed to be very nice to me tonight though, which I thought was nice. So I guess in a way it was a step closer toward forgetting her because we did not text much, and because I waited for her to text me. But at the same time it was a text back because now I feel like I don't want to give up since I still like her and things seemed ok tonight... Not sure what to do.
I am proud of myself for not texting her all day when she started ignoring me. I texted her once and she didnt answer cause she was busy, and then I didnt text her again all day until she answered.
I am going to try to update this goal at least once per day.

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ChiTownBear
ChiTownBear

good on you.. stay true to you... its a learned behavior, hard one, but none-the-less learned...

you are doing good.