Encouraging myself

I feel like I’m on the verge of my break through! I believe that everything the enemy meant to harm me will be blocked. All those tears I sowed were heard and wiped away by God. Miscarrying cut me deep like a knife, one of the deepest sorrows of my life. I’ll carry those scars and wounds and wont never forget when God carried me when I didn’t have the strength to go on myself. I have had some obstacles come my way recently, but when that happens the enemy knows that your blessing is close. I came too far to stop now. It is already destined that I win with God on my side. My heart’s desire is to birth a healthy child, and I know the loving and kind God I serve will give me all the desires of my heart and more.
 Meditating on this:
Psalm 127
A song of ascents. Of Solomon.
 1 Unless the LORD builds the house,    the builders labor in vain. Unless the LORD watches over the city,    the guards stand watch in vain. 2 In vain you rise early    and stay up late, toiling for food to eat—    for he grants sleep to[those he loves.
 3 Children are a heritage from the LORD,    offspring a reward from him. 4 Like arrows in the hands of a warrior    are children born in one’s youth. 5 Blessed is the man    whose quiver is full of them. They will not be put to shame    when they contend with their opponents in court.