Encouraged but not getting my hopes too highin case

OH Roger Eric who was looking at your business and his wife came up - he looked at our place before and is really interested.  Although their place needs to be sold they are both very interested so maybe they can get things going.  I really like them and they would fit in with this community very well.  So its makes me feel more hopeful...
Bella still staying w/us since Linda and Forrest are now out of their place.  Gave all three dogs a bath - its funny they follow me around: yellow lab, carin terrier and chihuaua like the piped piper. Forrest is doing fairly well which is amazing. He will be very invalid for a long time if not forever now though...sad.
Linda still has not totally moved into her new place - being at hospital daily. BUT all things are moved.  Her kids all felt were too pushy and did not take her feelings into account but than who knows what the family dynamics are!
I painted porch, trim in hallway, stained two end tables and deck on front, cleaned house really well for fella to come see house - never showed so screw him when and if he calls again.  I keep pastures watered now its very hot...
Doe hangs around pasture with horses with her fawn, I will miss seeing them.  I had a dream last night some dog where I moved killed RC.  I wonder if its telling me something??? But I know I need a new lease on life its stagnant here altho' safe and peaceful.  If only I could find work at least part time financially I need it to survive any longer.  If there is a GOD and you met him dear please help show him I am worthy of that....
Car needs new struts and shocks ouch...oil change etc on pickup....
Its life and I am still here - its lonely as heck and wish things were different but I am adjusting knowing things can not change....Well off to WJ's for spaghetti night to met Linda, FLor and Marti  I bet you miss that....