empty and lonely
I have never been so lonely in my life even after Cindy pasted away I had some visits from friends and family .This cant happen for me right now my real friends and family arein another country half a world away . I understand Wendys daughters are dealing with their loose of their mother but I feel no one cares about me and this cant be fixed I dont get any phone calls I do get a message from Wendys youngest from time to time I just need more
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hello,
I totally understand your loneliness.
I have been a widow for almost three years.
the dating world is very difficult.
I am much too young to be alone the rest of my life.
hang in there!!!
it will be okay!!
I promise!!!!
you will find out who your real friends are!!
I know I sure did!!
connections with family are so important during this time!!!
I'm here if you would like to chat more...
I am so sorry for your loss of your other half and your awful loneliness and extreme sadness. I also am a widow who has also lost more of my close loved ones. If I may share; I lost my Daddy(MaMa's caregiver) in May 2018, next my husband to a massive heart attach in June 2018, next my mother in law in Dec 2019, and just lost MaMa to covid in Aug 2020. I also feel extremely alone. We did have a daughter who is 21, who I am trying to stay strong for. She does not live with me anymore and actually kindof escaped me, because I make her sad by reminding her of her Dad, Also my siblings bully me because, I think, are after my parents money, manipulative control. Also, due to covid, I did not sign up to work in the schools this school year, miss work and socialization with other teachers and students etc... So therefore I also feel extremely lonely and sad all the time. I feel like: a broken, lonely, lost, has-been, sad sack. Who would want someone so broken as me. I am afraid to socialize due to coronovirus fears too. My faith in God & daily counting my blessings is what keeps me kindof okay. God Bless You and Stay Safe and Strong.