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Hi

Its been 2 years since i had my abortion and I cant come to grips with it, I dont like to have sex at all anymore it took me a full year to have sex when I did do it and now it like once every 4mths.. I know having it was right thing to do because of my medical history. I just dont umderstand.. Can someone help me? I want to feel normal again.. I want a real relationship again..

P.s I do have 3 wonderful boys