emotional mess

im struggling so much with life in general right now. I cant seem to get anything right. I am doing everything wrong. I cant stand to be myself anymore. my voices are really strong and I cant get them to calm down. I hate it. I am physically better these days, why cant I be emotionally better too. is that to much to ask. I am taking my meds like they are prescribed but they still stopped working for me! i dont get it!!!!!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!