emotional affairs

I found out about my husbands emotional affair in February 2015. I find myself on an emotional roller coaster ride. I thought things would be better by now. Joke was on me. I still find anger and lack of trust and always expressing anger about the women he did this with. I am still anger that he can not express himself to me, but he can talk to everyone else at work at places we go. I cry a lot have anxiety and still trying to function. Can anyone relate?? I need some support before I crack in half.