Emotional
I am super emotional. One second I wanted to throw things because my mom. The next second I was sobbing cause Matthew said he would always be there for me through everything. The nect second I was laughing and dancing then I went back to crying. All of this went down while I was cleaning my room and on the phone with Matthew.
I just stopped crying but im on a fucking rollercoaster
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You sound like your very emotional.
Sounds like you have some issues with your mom that made you mad.
But on the flip note what Matthew said made you happy. I think what he said would make me cry. Happy tears of course.
Everything you feel seems normal to me. I get like that.
I cried when I read my birthday card. It's the things that people say or write that makes me cry. They are happy tears for sure.
Hugs and Happiness always to you. You deserve it. Xoxo
It gets easier than. Ik your home life hasn't been great but Mathew is there for you. Maybe not physically or able to audibly be there when you need him but he's there in thought and spirit. Give a little time and he can be there physically when you need him. Is he within walking distance? That can help. I'm sure he's not. Ik you live in the sticks. It's just your hormones flying around. Icr. Hang in there. Love you girl.
He lives about 7 minutes from me but he said he wouldnt mind walking to my house.
I am trying to not get pissed at my mom but I saw some things she bought me and it made me mad because it was all lies
Sometimes I like the gif5s but hate who gave them to me. I get the lie part. In my experience it's just a show of a status no one lives up to.
Yea fr
He lives super close.
That's nice.
Yea he does