Emotional

 
She sat dangling her legs off the edge, the bottom of the bottle was her only friend. Yesterday, she slit her wrists again, cause a stomach full of pills didn't work this time. So she took held a gun against her head. 
 
She was 20 stories up, feeling top of the world. She polished off her bottle, and took a deep breath. Asphalt to her had never looked so soft. She wants to take this opportunity before she misses it, she can already hear the sirens off in the distance. Believe her when she tells you that she's been persistent, cause she's more scarred, more scarred then her wrist is. She's been trying too long with too dull of a knife, but tonight she made sure that she sharpened it twice. She had never worn a white dress before in her life, but when she goes to meet God, she wants to look nice.
 
She can't sleep. 
She can't dream.
If you can't dream, 
Then what's life mean? 
 
Her family feels guilt. 
Her family feels pain 
Regret and loss
One and the same
 
She looked in the mirror and she said goodbye, then turned to face her future, see if she could fly.
 
She once thought. 
 
I wish that I could fly 
Way up in the sky 
Like a bird so high
Oh I might just try...
 
Save me. Someone.