emotional

been a while since inve been on here . I need to post daily or at least weekly. feeling so emotional today.got upset with grand kids always getting into things. now i feel bad didn't mean it I did apologize to daughter, I think she understands . Had to put our dog to sleep just now hitting me. Son may be deployed soon not sure where he will be stationed. I have the not knowing. feel bad for my daughter but she is doing right thing 7 will support her , any way i can. I cant keep up with house cleaning but then ive been sick for week & husband wont do dishes. GRRRR