Emotional

Today has been quite emotional for me. When I look in the mirror, I see someone who is very much over weight and don't see how anyone can love me when I haven't learned to love myself. I am hitting roadblocks in the fact that all I want to do is eat no matter what my diet is supposed to be. Even so, I have been successful in sticking to the diet today. I have a wonderful and loving husband but unfortunately he enables me and I can't get him to understand that just one piece of candy is a bad thing for me since I crave sugary carbs all the time. I have to find a way to get him to understand this can mean my life if I don't get a hold of it. He has never dealt with Obesity or any of the abuses I has over the years so it is hard for him to understand what I am really feeling inside..