Emotional

Hello to all tha might read. I'm having a emotional day. I'm trying to be positive but it is really hard. I found out that sometimes the tpe of medical insurance you may have can determine how you are cared for in a dr office. I mean think about it...i have United Healthcare and I've been seeing this dr for four yrs and after the birth of my son I wanted and continued to get pregnant only to MC each time. I thought after the first two my OBGYN would at least check me to see if there was anything going on casuing my mc but instead all I got was "I'm Sorry". I'm fixing to be 35 yr old and pretty soon i'll be at an even higher risk if I try any get pregnant. Just the thought of all of this is draining me mentally and emotionally. I feel so stupid for staying a loyal client to my OBGYN when it was ovious after the my second mc they wasn't to concern on other options to look into to see what was going on with me.Yesterday when I before I left the Dr. I ask is there anything that can be done to see why  Ikeep MC....The office mgr said "Oh yeah, theres many things we can do...lets set you appt" UHMMM HELLO.... why wasn't this done like after the second or third or fourth hell even the fifth MC. I think I need to find me a new OBGYN...I hate to feel like also my race had  something to do with how I was treated. Even though I'm like like one of the three black women that come there. (Yes I know this for a fact)! It's an unscale richie like place and I knew I didn't really fit in when I came because of the snobie treatment I got from the front desk when I first started going there. But I hung in there thinking that it not the front desk I should be worried about but how the OBGYN treat me. Anyway I have to get ready for work Take care until next time always me.