embarassment.

Yesterday sucked. I went to mcdonalds but I dropped my order on the floor while trying to walk over to the soda machine. I think some kids were laughing at me so I picked it up quickly and left..

I still haven't binged though, which is good. This whole mcdonalds thing really ruined my day. I feel bad about it still.. embarassed and ashamed. Is it really so hard to hold a bag?! what the hell is wrong with me?!