EMPTY

I am a fool I allow myself to be used in the hope she will see that lifes better with me, but this will never happen. I cant walk away because when she calls and wants help I feel like I must be their for her I feel i need to support her. Yet at the same time she is with some other bloke giving him the love I want.  I ache all over I know I should walk away and not care but I want her I never felt so much pain and hurt, Im not one for self harm its not my style but the amotions I feel are a killer. How can I still feel like this when we broke up in March 08, I guess after she got with that other person in August yet still calls me wanting help when she needs it.  She said 'she loves me but is not in love with me' ID LIKE THIS EXPLAINED BECAUSE IT MAKES NO SENCE TO ME LOVE IS LOVE THEIRS NO IN BETWEEN.