Eating grapes and rummaging through my head
Just seemed like a good title. Besides, that's about all I'm doing. Lots of amazing stuff in there.
So I'm getting off the pity pot and on with living. Not much else I can do. Don't need to worry or complain about this disease any more. It just is what it is. (GOD I hate that phrase). I might do tx again if things look better in the future but for now I just don't need to think about it anymore
The MONO isn't as bad as it could be. Maybe I got through the bad part and didn't even know it. Just a little fatigued but able to work through it.
Well I'm going to just keep rummaging around up there and compose something for later. Will keep you posted.
Just me, movin on
Tim
So I'm getting off the pity pot and on with living. Not much else I can do. Don't need to worry or complain about this disease any more. It just is what it is. (GOD I hate that phrase). I might do tx again if things look better in the future but for now I just don't need to think about it anymore
The MONO isn't as bad as it could be. Maybe I got through the bad part and didn't even know it. Just a little fatigued but able to work through it.
Well I'm going to just keep rummaging around up there and compose something for later. Will keep you posted.
Just me, movin on
Tim
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It good to see you coming to terms with all this....
What did you have going on...a relationship by phone? lol..you know that never works don\'t you?...aaaaaa, there are other fish in the sea, you\'ll probably meet one this Sunday!....
You know already God doesn\'t want you to be thinking that way about your xboss....you said it yourself....clear your thoughts and just smile, and let God do the rest....
that is a good title. i hope you do have fun at the show on sunday. sorry about losing a friend. the best revenge is being happy. it can be so hard to let go of bitterness (lord knows i\'m trying and trying and...)
feel better and enjoy yourself, hugs!
got no cliches here, for anything. know its hard to be happy sometimes. These days, even the well and young people have this problem too, I suppose. My Bff\' s daughter just offed herself a couple of days ago. She was given up for adoption years again, but my friend found her a few years ago She was 33 and had a whole life ahead of her, but pain is pain.comes in all forms i suppose. so my friend. for what its worth, we put one foot in front of the other and think about our blessings as best we can. Hugs! L
i\'M living in denial again after those brutal 48 weeks, bought a puppy and things are getting better....as good as they can get for a 50ish woman. People die in car crashes every day....... I thank God I\'m still here (with post tx issues). Thank God I\'m wasn\'t like Natalie Cole where tx damaged her kidneys and post tx she went into kidney failure. So....my friend, it could have been worse for both of us. I\'m done w/putting poison in my body that can damage other organs etc,. Going back to the living now.....just taking some time. Hugs. Hardly crying anymore!!
Sorry I\'m a little late on your journal. That sucks that a long distance friend did that to you.. You are right their loss... How did the car show go. I hope you showed that guy. We need to do that once in awhile.. You are so special and I know it... Love, Karen