Early Summer Update...

So I finally got that crazy GUI demo mostly done and they actually didn't bitch about it! Wow! I was informed (Mike Sisik) that this thing has been on the shelf for 15 years...unreal! Now all of the sudden it's a priority...yep! Whatever! The next big thing is trying to figure out all the backend data details. That is going to be a bitch! Hopefully it won't be as bad as I expect but one way or the other I'll get it done. I always do!  T and I went out for sushi and I gave her the flood insurance paperwork. It's a shame that things didn't work out but we are still friends and that's cool! Its weird how there is no spark at all sexually. That's probably a good thing but it still seems strange. Sounds like she is dating someone now so that's cool! She's a great person and I pray all the best for her :-)  I've been somewhat depressed the last week or so. Sunday was bad and I slept most of the day but it's nothing like last year so I can deal with short term bad days. To be honest I think my problem is that I really would like to meet someone where that "spark" still exists! I went to one of those Meetups and it was fun but most of the group was kind of geeky...not to be mean! The one girl was kind of hot and we talked for a while but nothing really clicked. The one girl at work that I have to deal with is hot but once again...no click! I'm sure it's me somehow...just not sure how? It's definitely not my looks! Guess I'm just a really good looking lonely guy! Ha! It's amazing how hard it is to meet someone that has the perfect balance between physical and mental attractiveness! The girl at AE had a totally awesome personality and was totally cool + cute but goofy me...she wasn't physically attractive enough for me...maybe I'm just a jerk...yes, I am! Then I meet hot girls but I swear they all have the personality of a retarded frog! Who knows...  Anyway, I'm looking at checking out Club One and see what the deal is. It looks like a pretty big gym and I could use a mix up in my workout plus a new social outlet couldn't hurt. I'm getting burnt out on this project...and work in-general. I'm kind of burnt out on life right now...I'm going to need something new for an outlet. I feel better doing something new but it's hard to find new things that spark my interest.   Well, maybe the next journal entry will be more uplifting...or not!