Each day..

Today I woke at 3:30am and laid in bed while my dogs whined for me to get up and take them outside. I hate come to hate this part of the morning because I adjust from beginning in bed, to going to the couch. Those are my 2 places each. I have to eat after 6am, my back is radiating pain from the bottom of my spine outward. I don't have the last 4 discs in my spine from an auto immune plume attack that almost took my liver. I have one of my dogs Ping whom is little and sits with me all the time. I am feeling hopeless about Thanksgiving b/c I don't like parties too many people and going anywhere very nervous right now.