dyslexic stroming and hurting on the back

im at apoint where i cant handle reading wrighting or lifting phsicly or emotinalyty i was pushing it infact w/ wrighting my journal to let every one know whats going on plus just had a tormenting day at work were there was nothing but you gessed it hevilifting i mena its like every one around me expect me to be liek superman at his best even wile im near all sort of cyrptinite wich makes the matter worse if ya dont undewrstand what i can a dyslexic storm  then message  me latter i will get to ya as soon as i feel better