dyslexia+spelling

Scine I was 21 I know I have dyslexia.  Here I am at the age of 56, no matter what I did to make things better it did not work. I am sitll trying but noting work I am still in the same place. I have readed of lots info gone to other for help who know more that me. No one know how to me help, not even me. I do look at all ieda and info I can get, alway have alway will.  I read well but spell like a 7 year old. Noting that I try to learn better spelling has work! That is y I never has good jobs or get paid well.  I alway have been low income. I try to go to college many time it never work out. A life that went no were. It would boost my self-esteem if I could learn how to spell. That is what I want  more than anything. That is freedom.