Due Date tomorrow
Tomorrow is my due date and I am so scared. It has really taken a toll on me the last few couple of days. I miss my son so much. It is so hard to try a live a normal life. I try to go and be happy but something is missing. I just don't feel right. We are going to plant him a memorila garden tomorrow. It is a hard day for me because it is also my husbands birthday. Sometimes he thinks we should try to have another baby and that will make me happy. I want to try but am very scared. I don't know what I want anymore. I dont know what will make me happy and not feel so alone and empty....
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