Due Date

Today is my macys due date. Oh how it has brought back tthe pain. Im half way through the day andd dont know if i can last 2 much longer. Why couldnt see be here with me all i want is to hold her in my arms. but my arms will always be empty i will never get to hold her or tell her how much i love her or see her grow in2 a beautiful woman i know she would be. its not fair. The world is not fair. people that neglect and hit their children get to keep theirs why cant i have my Macy. Mummy loves u so much sweetheart and i think of u every day. Really whats the point of life any more