drunken sailor

My right foot is sort of better now.  No longer have foot drop. It just doesn't feel like "normal". NOt really sure how to put in words what it feels like. I guess it is tingling.  Still think I walk a little differently now.  When my body starts getting tired, I start swaying and staggering like a drunk.  Several times I try to fall.  My children get concerned and try to catch me.  It must be quite a sight to see...lol.   At this point all I can do is laugh about it.  My husband gets very anxious and stressed concerning my health. He worries far more than I do. I guess someone should.  Not having a diagnosis, I am sure he is really crazy thinking of all the possibilities.  I have moments when I get depressed about my health.  I get frustrated because I can no longer do things. I don't dare ride my motorcycle anymore. Now the weather is getting so nice that a ride on the motorcycle would be so nice. It would make me feel so free and relieve any stress that I have. But, my foot and leg are too weak for me to even think about trying. I don't think I could hold the bike up. I think also that I would like to go for a walk, but I don't want to take a walker with me. I don't need it right now, but if I go for a walk will I wear myself out to the point where I would need the walker?  I also worry about falling somewhere.  I guess I just need to get out there and try!