drowning

i am drowningin my tearsi am drowning in my own deperationi am striving for respirationi need to be saved! i know i will liveand get out of this sea of painit hurts to fight the tide i am drowningin the poison of my re-occuring mistakes"makes the stress go away"i say to myself as i take a dragonly to feel the pain come back  i am drowningin the pain of the aching heart and mindi am thankful for the ones that take timetime to care and time to loveits so helpful to me because they will never no how much i really do love them! i am drowningin my music for the momenti dont want to be saved from thisi will let these waves take me out to sea