Driving test #Take 2

I know this should be a happy and exciting journal, because it was going to be, but then I was thinking truthfully about what I feel about this. I should be feeling great, and confident and completely practiced and full concentration for this test. However, all I am really thinking is, will I be able to pass this test so if I get any sicker I will still have my license, will I stay concious throughout the whole driving test, will I collapse at the wheel, will I crash, make an embarrassment of myself, lose complete focus, or just get that complete nervous freeze like last time, not only for the driving but because I am terrified people are looking at me and judging me, even the driving instructor, I could barely look at him in the eyes because he was skinny and all my head was saying was I should have worn longer pants, wheres my sleeves, I'm not hiding myself enough for this world to see me. I will try to keep my head up though. I have practiced my absolute hardest and I'm hoping at least this time I will be fine. Though I'm really thinking I will get really nervous again. Oh well, as my mum said if you fail, just race home and book the next one. It doesn't matter! Its hard to see that though, it feels like I should have passed on the very first one like my Learners getting 100%. Anyway, the good part of me knows I can do this