Dream Journal

It started off good. I was driving and the scenery was beautiful! all the trees were little and they had no leaves on them, like it was winter. But there were sunflowers EVERYWHERE! They were so pretty! at first I was going down a hill and there was a sunrise and it was pink and orange with a little bit of clouds. There was mostly trees with just a couple sunflowers. I felt so at peace. I went up another hill and around a bend and it let out to this huge field, and there was a sea of sunflowers with just a couple trees. It was gorgeous! I felt so joyful and excited. I can't believe I was seeing such an amazing sight. I felt so hopeful and inspired, innocent and carefree. Then all of a sudden in the distance I saw a huge party going on. It was a pool party and there were a ton of people there. All the guys were in swim trunks and all the girls were in bikini's. They were all fit and looked good. I started to feel uneasy, the closer I got the more panic rose inside of me. Slowly I got closer and closer, I wanted to stop, to turn back but I was frozen I couldn't do anything. All of a sudden they were all looking at me and I really started to get scared. I didn't want to go anywhere near there, I didn't want them to see me. I was panicking, everything was spinning I was hyperventilating everything started to go dark, then I woke up.