Dream
I woke up this morning going to get a drink of water and the thought crossed my mind that the coronavirus was just a bad dream.
I even woke up this morning thinking and feeling like it just never happened. It is only the 7th and wonder-what will be beyond the end of April? Will we getting better or remain frozen? My friend filed for unemployment a month ago and still hasn't gotten anything.
The phone center isn't even taking calls. I can't imagine going without income for a month...i feel bad for the families with children out there going thru the same thing. Last night I played a good game of Ladder ball. Anything to make the time go by. On a another note,
I found a great place to walk and will start walking again. My doctor changed my medicine and upped my Vit D to 5000IU a day.
I actually feel like myself again. I have my energy back and have managed to stay up till 10pm again. My handmade masks should be arriving today or tommrow and won't go out till I have them. The news said we will have a strong hurricane season here in FL this year-that is all we need-knowing we might be at the tip end of this virus and then the possibility of strong hurricanes. Just like Scarlett O'Hara said "I won't think about that today-I'll think about it tommrow"
Keep the faith!
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You are partly right according to those who follow certain spiritual teachings. The virus is a dream of the earth collective and the purpose of it is to keep us under control while the light forces purge the dark so that mother earth can take us to the 5th dimension which is based on Love and compassion...no more wars....no more sickness and disease....and lots more good stuff.
Another purpose of keeping us isolated is so we won't get distracted and we will be forced to deal with the anger and hate that is within some of us.
We all have negative beliefs from our past that control us and we need to see them for what they are so we can let go of them.
Don't worry about all this, I think you are doing great just being you!
God Bless
Glad you're more like yourself. It's unsettling feeling like a stranger in your own life. I don't know if that's how you have felt but I've felt that way at times, like if I met me, I wouldn't even recognize myself? I feel like when that happens, it's just a wake up call to get back to basics, whatever that means to someone.
The full moon always gives me more energy. More dreams also.
I like the one day at a time approach. Why create anxiety for a future that is not clear. All we can do is live and I think that’s enough. I’ve been working out more and working on my focus so that I’ll be in better shape to handle what comes next.