dread....
Well its almost the day that I dread so much. I guess I probably shouldnt but its hard not too. I should have a baby. My first would have been 1y2m, my second would be 9 months old and my third would be 3 months. I know its not possible to have them all but I should have atleast 1 if not 2 by now. My husband brought me a game for my nintendo DS and a card. It was very sweet but of course it made me cry. He gave it to me early because he knew I wouldnt be able to handle it on Mothers Day. I just want to let all of you know that Im thinking about you on Mothers Day. I know some of you have children now and Im so thankful for that it gives me hope. I love you all. For the ones that are still trying. Hopefully we'll get ours next year. I know we are all mothers still even with our babies in heaven. I know they are watching over us on mothers day. Love and hugs, Monica
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ho sweetie, thanks. i hope you\'ll feel better.
My friend wished me a Happy Mother\'s day on Friday and I lost it. My due date wasn\'t until May 26 but with twins, I would have been going in for a c section right about now. And after my second loss in April, Im still not even pregnant on Mother\'s Day. Makes it even more sad. I am going to spend the day being thankful for the time I did have with each baby, although it was WAY too short, they were a part of me and will always be a part of my life. You\'re right, maybe next year... Hugs to you and Happy Mother\'s Day.
i\'m glad your surgery went well. after tests, i always secretly was hoping they\'d have found something wrong, and then i would have the Answer and at least i\'d know WHY we couldn\'t keep those babies. but the upside of it is, they are demonstrating that your body is healthy and there\'s no permanent or insurmountable reason why you\'d never be able to make this work. i hope tomorrow is not too bad for you, maybe it will be a special sunday with dh and not a day of dwelling every minute on what seems an unreachable goal. hang in there. soon enough you\'ll be cleared to try again and then you two can have some fun focusing on each other. best wishes, pigtails.
Oh I am so sorry. I hope next year you can celebrate with an angel in your arms and not just your angels in heaven. Hope your day is easier then expected. Happy Mother\'s day.