drama free day

  Today was pretty simple and drama free...just the way i like it.I slept.I ate.I slept some more.And now i am watching tv. Sadly everytime i was sleeping and dreaming i had dreams about him.The love of my life that got away.I really do miss him alot.Even in my dreams i didnt get him, how sad is that. I miss my love. And every awesome feeling, the butterflies, and smiles and hugs and kisses. I miss it all. He really did make me happy.Its very hard to move on from him. But i am trying, even though deep down i do hope we end up back together...i believe that is what one would call  "a pipe dream"haha why its called that i really do not know.Id settle of even being able to be close friends. He was an awesome boyfriend so i believe that he would be an awesome friend. And im very low on awesome friends, so an awesome friend would be good times for me.

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