Drained

I competed in the finals of a karaoke competition I was in last night and came in fourth.  I absolutely killed it and was so excited.  Once it was over I felt so sad that I couldn't share the news with my mom or let her hear my recordings.  I then go on facebook to post about the results of my competition and the first thing that pops up in my newsfeed is a post from my mom about my little sister.  She was posting about an award she received and how proud they were of her and such.  It was a complete slap in my face.  I messaged my sister congratulating her and said how proud I was of her and that I loved her.  She saw it this morning but never responded.  I sent my dad my recordings via email and also haven't heard back from him.  It's just been a really rough day.  I've been listening to the song Remember Everything by Five Finger Death Punch that literally sums up everything for me right now.  I listened to it on my way into work this morning and just cried singing it.  With everything going on I am beyond emotionally drained.